the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again
when i was 14, i proposed to this girl in my class and she said yes but our parents said we were too young to get married so we tried to do it in secret and one of my friends found this shady guy to marry us but then the girl broke up with me when she transferred schools and we never got the marriage annulled but i don’t even know if it was official in the first place so long story short, i think i might be married.
i hate it when u stop being friends w someone or u break up w someone cos uve got all this information about them like at the back of ur mind like their birthday or their favorite game or whatever, and even years later things will come up and you’ll think about that person and its like. oh. and it never really Stops
“It’s like when someone says, ‘How are you?’ Do you say, ‘Well, my head hurts and I’m lonely and depressed and I’m worried about everything and the world is collapsing and full of evil’? Or do you say, ‘I’m fine’?”—Sara Shepard, The Visibles (via perfect)
Someday I will be happy. Someday I will find an amazing person who will love me and always be there for me. Someday I will feel better. Someday I will know all my struggles were for something in the end. Someday I will feel beautiful. Someday I will be able to do everything I want in life. Someday everyone will be proud of me. Someday I will smile a true smile. Someday I will not feel like crying. Someday I will know my purpose in life. Someday everything will be okay. Someday…
“Only be with someone who you think you can learn from. They should be smarter than you in certain ways so that you can continue to grow and be interested. Above all, you should undoubtedly be proud that you are with them.”—(something my 10th grade history teacher told me about how he knew he wanted to marry his wife)